Hayyyiiieee!

I am really tired right now.

I woke up around 7-ish. Had an okay-ish day. Emotionally – great. Am I happy with what I got done? Not so much. Got a little drenched in the morning and a total of 12 minutes late which really irked me. I don’t want to be so annoyed over these little things but I tend to be. Need to work on that. I don’t know how. Ideas?

Then, college. The day was okay-ish, again. Didn’t learn anything mind-blowing. I say they should take daily reviews of how new and interesting and productive the lectures were. And have one hour meetings at the end of the day to figure what Profs could do better.

Then, traffic and rain and being unable to find an Uber, Ola, random rick – anything – to go anyywhere. This is so frustrating. I sat in and watched something interesting. But college is often loud and messy and I tend to get over-stimulated which really messes my systems. So that.

Lost my college ID for the billionth time. Need to get an ugly ID-holder-thingy. Oh and when I did get me a rik to DN Nagar, two other girls asked me in the traffic if I’d take them along and of course I’d take them. Loved doing that! Karma, please listen no!

Then, spent time with SG, Prak and C. Jamjar. Oh, I ate healthy through the day: Pumpkin Spice Cold Brew (get it less sweet if you do) + black bean fajita salad + a VERY HEALTHY wrap + some protein pancake thing + GRILLED, NOT FRIED chicken skewers. Point is: I might have not made the best choices but I consciously made the efforts to do better. So, happy only.

Oh, I didn’t eat my snack peanuts and oranges. Now? (I need an orange-peeling-person.)

2030 Status.

Half the world is gaga about Apple’s latest Mother Earth – 2030 – something something – carbom-neutral sketch. I am not a fan. Something about it is off. I hate that I can pinpoint and articulate it. Help again? Is it a little too cringe? Is it just me and do other people find it just fine?

I was talking to someone about it. And only after I told them I don’t like it, I realised I don’t know why. I do NOT want to be this kind of person. So, I will come back with answers. Or report to you on what I tried. Pinky Promise. Tomorrow only.

Finishing things.

I want to close things. Not something really big because that would probably freak me out (I guess?) and not something really small that I’m used to (random forms and blog edits and social media content.) It clicked today that the only thing I’ve done fairly consistently over the last one year has been DD.

The nature of it is ongoing. One thing to another, never-ending TDLs and new projects and constant idea-execute-feedback-edit loops. But nothing gets closed. I don’t have the proper word for it right now – what I mean by the closing. Pardon my sleepy brain. But yes.

I want to close things. Probably just for the sake of closing something.

Finally, leaving you with a poem by Jack Gilbert.