Well, hello there!

AK back to the Internet, reporting live from her very own Tian Starbucks. To begin with, I have a number of complaints with this new set up they have. First: Where is my big table? I need more space for my arms and notebooks and watch and bracelets and drink and food and etc etc. These small circle tables are just not it. Two: Where is Priyanka and the playlist I love? I do not approve. Three: Nothing really, I just want my old set up back. Oh and can they add some no-coffee, healthy and cold beverage options to the menu? There are only so many Strawberry lemonades I can do.

However, the old Uncle who does music thingies on his phone with a cappuccino for 4 hours in the morning is here. I’d be disappointed to see him leave just because they decided to make stupid changes here.

Lastly on Starbucks, I think all colleges should have one inside them. NMIMS has a bunch of kids with money to spend on it and the willingness to carry around those styrofoam sippy cups.

Okay next: College.

• So, I am finally in my official second year of college. I have a feeling I will finish this – and well! I do not have my old classmates – things were fun with Taher and Priyansh and Krutika and Nikhila around. They were fun, interesting people to be in class with. I have only attended some 7-8 classes so far, so I think this will change.
• We have ICA weeks this semester which I like – things will be a little less stressful I hope, I HOPE.
• I was sick and weak and all that sad stuff. Which meant I could not really be present in my classes. And I enjoy learning and all that. But I wasn’t able to. (Idk how to explain this better, talk to me if you are interested.) But today, I look forward to being a part of things.
• The timings are also pretty convenient. My days start at 1. 1 PM, can you even imagine. We end at a weird hour. 5:30. 6 actually – some professors (ONE PARTICULAR DUDE) really like to talk and make us stay back. (Lol, I feel like Anne Frank rn, hehe) Going back home at this hour is a TASK. And I do not have the energy to stay back and do things when I have woken up at 7 and been out since 8-ish. Guess I’ll live with it – not a big complaint here.
• LASTLY, ASSIGNMENTS. No particular thoughts, really. Just that I will have those.
• Oh, prof asked us to talk about our favourite human brands today. Just putting it here. OH AND I HAVE PROF DEEKSHA THIS SEMESTER WHICH IS COOL – I QUITE LIKE HER CLASSES.

Random.

• Perfect Two by Perfect Two came up on Spotify. Thinking of Kalash – good boy, that one! Link: https://open.spotify.com/track/37aZmOi9YoSQIcui9oX8bR?si=8e1e83f7c3354228
• This boy is tying laces for his girlfriend. I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS.
• OH GOD MY HEART WILL BREAK. ALL MY LITTLE THINGS: ROCKS, NOTES, NAPKINS, DRIED FLOWERS, LOVE LETTERS, TINY LITTLE GIFTS, ETC ETC ETC THAT I HAVE KEPT SAFELY BACK HOME WILL BE THROWN OUT. BECAUSE I AM NOT HOME AND WE ARE SHIFTING PLACES AND THEY WILL NOT TAKE IT ALONG. AND MY ROOM. NOT GUNNA BE AROUND ANYMORE. Oh I need a hug.

More things but not so random.

• I have recently learned that people wake up in the morning and feel normal??? Like, they do not feel slightly broken in the brain? And they just feel normal. I don’t feel normal most days. Let alone good. On days I do feel normal – I am happy. Because I like what I do. I am content. Etc etc. SO. I HAVE DECIDED. TO FIX THIS WEIRD BROKEN-NESS OF MY BRAIN. As some weird lady on phone said: Medication and meditation, hehe.
• I forgot to have breakfast today. Or pack me any lunch. I have decided I do not trust college canteen for its hygeine. So, I shall remain a hungry baby all day. But I will start carrying clean and healthy lunch for me.
• Taylor’s Speak Now is here and I still haven’t heard. Got busy with the random-est things.
• Oh, another observation. So I was off the Internet for a couple of weeks. Kind of. And every time I do that (the other time was for my birthday trip), I almost do not want to go back to it. I only want to text my people and that’s that. Rest of the Internet feels like TOO MUCH.
• I WANT TO MAKE SONGS. WRITE, MAKE MUSIC, SING – WHATEVER. AND THEN DO TOURS. IN A PARALLEL UNIVERSE, I AM A POPSTAR. I could do it here in this universe but I do not have a musical nerve in me – THANKS TO MY CRAPPY MUSIC TEACHER IN SCHOOL. I still can not shake off her saying I have an ugly voice. Anyhow, I am old enough to not blame her for things. Someday. Maybe. Someday.
• Watched 3 movies yesterday: Veer-Zaara, Mere Brother ki Dulhan, Andhadhun. Don’t think I’ll be able to pull this off ever again. So I will keep telling everyone about this, hehe.
• BARBIE. I MISSED BARBIE. WHY? BECAUSE I HAD BAD FEVER. BAD. But I’ll go. I haven’t gone out for a movie in a while. I want to see a giant pink screen. And listen to Billie and watch the sad, Ken’s existential crisis song. So far, I’ve dodged all spoilers. Movie. Soon.

Okay, I am off to blowing bubbles in my drink and doing some secret important things.

Bye now,

AK.