My brain is pulling in multiple directions todays. Like a chaotic, knotted, tangles set of Diwali lights. That’s terribly hard to make sense of. Let me see if writing will help. So, here’s a list of the few things that are on my mind today.

1. I have 3 days off. Sat to Mon. Of course there’s a ton I want to get done. The only poa is to do things. But I’m stuck feeling in making mental lists and plan. Should have just sat down, put pen to paper and done things instead. Inaction really is torturous.
2. I have an eye test tomorrow. After a problematically long time. I don’t want to be told I’ve made things worse. Will sleep on time tonight and make sure I’m ready. But what would really be nice is sleeping on time every day. That has definitely not happened in the last 6 months. Gah 🙁
3. There’s this looming assignment submission. xxx.

(Took a 30-minute snack break)

And now I want to throw a tantrum. And get out of writing this. But there’s no one to throw a tantrum to. No one cares. But me. I do this for no one but me. And I’d be disappointing no one but me. So let me chuck the thought and stick this through.

I missed finishing a tiny blog post I was supposed to yesterday. Been in a little funk since then. Was pretty okay yesterday, but I guess I ate those feelings today. And that’s how I chucked my clean eating bracelets. Then took a long noon nap. Skipped the gym. Woke up, felt shitty and stuck. Whiled most of my time. And now, the day feels like a colossal waste.

This daily writing has now become my repost card for the day. And today feels like a stupid B minus. Pick this back up tomorrow.

And oh, here’s my Rule-of-thirds sheet for the day.

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